Lately i've been at war with myself, and it's causing me to lose a lot of sleep. Has anyone ever made you feel like you're nothing but also been the reason you go on all at once? I'm questioning every move I make - hoping this person will notice. I'd bend over backwards to the point where I broke my back but to be honest I don't think any of that makes a difference anymore. I'm starting to give up - to close up. I'm sick of opening up to people only to be shut down or to find myself a nervous wreck. Perhaps it's just my expectations, but I don't care. I expected too much, I understand that - but just once I'd like to feel like I matter. I'm taking a little bit of a break from blogging, especially because I feel like every single word is just going to subtly be about them. Has anyone ever done this to you? i'm lost.
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